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Other Info:
My husband died, and then shortly after my baby I was pregnant with.
I am looking to bring my family back a part of what is missing.
My husband was Black and I would prefer an ethnic child to fit in with siblings more simplified.
I am not looking for any type of financial support. I also would not want one child to be taken and separated from the other children, so any type of parental contact after-the-fact would have to be seriously considered and discussed.
I can't afford the clinics, but I'm not sure that I'm comfortable with all-natural either. This is a New journey for me, but one I strongly feel in my heart, my baby is waiting to come home.
It's been a few years, long enough for healing and consideration to occur, and for this feeling to never have gone away.
This is the right decision for me and I don't feel comfortable d using dating apps and one night stands. I want something a little bit more, or less 🙂 safe, to start with.
I apologize for not being extremely knowledgeable about all the different gender and sexualities that different people can have. I don't want to be insensitive or callous to anybody but the plain and simple truth that what I need is, I need male sperm from someone who would genetically look close to what my husband look liked. Black, "6'-63", 190-230ish lbs, Darker rather than lighter.
BUT*** I am open to other ethnicities, just not White. This is solely because of my other children. They have lost so much and would love any sibling, but they also find great unity and solidarity and they're saying this which is also their uniqueness.
Oh, geeze. I'm probably taking this whole entire thing. That's all right though. I'm only wanting my family to be whole without hurting anyone, before I'm at the point where I'm going to be a grey grandma in kindergarten!!! Lol
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